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Yan Qing 燕青 ([personal profile] killful) wrote2019-03-19 11:01 pm
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heater: but, you know what, i'd recommend it (it's weird being my own role model)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ he knows that little bit of magic wouldn't be enough to burn his place down, but he can't hold back the quiet chuckle anyway. ]

Yeah, maybe. Seems like it's a hit with kids. [ hehe. anyway, something softens in his tone, feeling warm even as he steps out into the cold behind the cafe. ] Even if I said no, you'd still show up anyway, wouldn't you?
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (sorry my instinct is to be mean to you)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ probably, or if not, he's likely heard of the cafe's new fiery chef. he doesn't keep it a secret. ]

How far are you? [ he's scanning the street as he walks back towards his apartment, but also looks up at the buildings, as if he could spot yan qing doing his parkour thing again. ] It's fine, I'm almost there. I'll see you in a bit.
heater: and i'm drunk (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (you're incredible)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ yan qing gets there before him as he expected, but he wasn't expecting him to wait for him outside of his door like that. elmott takes a moment to look at him, feeling stupid for feeling this fond already before he goes to nudge yan qing awake. ]

Hey, sleepyhead. [ he's gonna ruffle yan qing's hair, waving his other hand in front of the door to unlock it. ] Get inside before you catch a cold.
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (sorry my instinct is to be mean to you)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

[ he's unfortunately unaware of whatever yan qing has planned, nudging the door closed with his foot as he pulls off his scarf and coat, the ugly earmuffs that he still kept from kobato. he looks tired as usual, but the fondness has yet to leave his expression as he listens to yan qing. it's nice, having someone to come back to, like being back home with the crew again. it's something he misses the most after arriving in lunatia. ]

Good to know. [ he puffs up a little inside, and if he looks pleased about it, well. no one can blame him. ] Mine was alright. Just busy.

[ he disappears into the kitchen to quickly heat up a pot of tea, coming back out with two mugs, one of which he gives yan qing. ]

So, what's this about, huh? You gonna spend Valentine's with a boring guy like me?
heater: he needs a miracle (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (he doesn't need a wingman)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ it reminds him of the night when yan qing came over to give him that staff — seems like his couch is starting to become the go to place for deep conversations. elmott is quiet as he lets him take his time to find the right words, though he wasn't expecting the compliments. ]

Hanging out with you ain't a chore, you know. [ despite everything, he's always enjoyed the time they spent together. ] I don't go out of my way, or anything like that.

[ he's not used to being put on the spot like this. ]

Liking you isn't some difficult struggle to go through.
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (pretty sure it's pronounced horny)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-10 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[ he's not sure what to say at first. he knows logically that the same could be applied to him, he's just never thought about it like that. things have changed since he met the crew, but the fact is he's not personable like the others, not as sociable or likable. ]

I guess I just didn't expect you to keep coming back.
heater: (our flirtationship begins)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-11 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ he watches as yan qing shifts closer, lets him hold his chin like he did not that long ago. he's close enough to feel his breath on his face again and elmott has to make a conscious effort not to pull away out of nervousness or whatever else that's always plagued him whenever yan qing gets close. he doesn't think he's been as physically close to anyone since djeeta, and it's a sobering thought, makes his whole face warm again. ]

I ain't as young as I used to be. [ he feels like he's aged ten years since he's arrived in lunatia. but yan qing's smile lingers in his mind even as he closes his eyes, relaxing into his touch. ] Keepin' up with you kids is a full time job.
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (pretty sure it's pronounced horny)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-11 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Don't call me that. You ain't my student.

[ because he wouldn't allow one of his kids to get this close, nor would he allow himself to do this either — his lips part beneath yan qing's fingers, and his next inhale is shakier than it should be when he feels his breath on his neck. yan qing has barely touched him and elmott's chest feels too tight, heart beating rabbit-quick in his sternum.

i just wanna learn more about you, he says, and elmott thinks he already knows how to read him better than most people he knows.

he doesn't register that yan qing has pushed him down until his back meets the fabric of his couch and he swallows hard, finally blinking his eyes open to see him. but he can only see the top of yan qing's head as he shudders beneath him, and it's not fair that he feels this wrecked already.
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Hey. [ it comes out breathier than he'd like, reaching up to frame his fingers along yan qing's jaw. ] C'mere for a sec.

[ at the very least, he owes him a proper kiss this time. ]
heater: (let the decider decide)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-14 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ he shakes his head, suddenly forgetting how to speak, now that yan qing is so close to him. they're not in an amphitheater this time and neither of them are hurt, elmott can see him clearly, can smell him; yan qing is in every one of his senses and it's almost too much.

it doesn't take a lot of effort to lean in the scant distance between them, to press his lips against yan qing's soft and slow, a far cry from the hurried and desperate first kiss. he has his eyes closed again and he slides his hands from yan qing's jaw up into his hair, long strands slipping through his fingers like water. he feels lightheaded, feels like he's floating, and he breathes in shakily once he realizes that there should be more to this. he should... do more with his hands, or mouth, or something. but he hasn't done this before, has never entertained the thought of doing this with anyone because he's him and he knows he's not so easily likable.

but maybe it's okay. there's a million reasons why he shouldn't be doing this, but none of them stick. he holds yan qing close, cradles the back of his head with one hand and counts the seconds until he pulls away.
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heater: i have me (nah i'm not lonely)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-15 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's difficult to think about things like the tea getting cold, or how one of his legs hangs off the couch in an awkward angle so that both of them can fit on his couch. it's difficult to think at all, really, the moment yan qing makes that sound and it shoots right down his spine, like he'd poured hot water down the back of his shirt. his fingers twitch in yan qing's hair, almost tugging it on instinct, but he's distracted by the hands working his shirt open. ]

—What? [ how is his voice so rough already? he clears his throat, blinks past the dizziness to focus on yan qing's face, and shivers when the cooler air meets his skin. ] You already know, don't you?

[ yan qing has to know. elmott is easy to read despite how much he covers it up with his prickly exterior, and it's harder to do around people he cares about. tell me what you want feels like a broad and hazy concept, something all-encompassing that even he's not sure he can really define. but it starts with yan qing and it ends with yan qing, so— ]

I want you, stupid.
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (my hands smell like vagina and ham.)

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-20 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ when did yan qing's hands get to his buckle? he doesn't even remember when his hands moved down, too distracted by the kissing, by his fingers tracing down his chest and then to his abdomen. maybe it's the chroma, or maybe it's just yan qing and the fact that elmott cares too much and quickly. maybe it's both, he doesn't know. what he does know, is that there's too many things for him to focus on, anticipation coiling low in his belly with no where to go. ]

No, [ it's breathed out shallowly, his hips twitching up towards yan qing almost of their own accord, in some silent encouragement. elmott's face is on fire like the rest of him, and he can't look at yan qing at the moment, so he tilts his head up towards the ceiling instead. ] Do I seem like the kinda guy that gets around?

[ because he isn't, and he doesn't know what he's doing. ]
heater: (elmott sensei, shitsumon desu) (the ticket read "found nude in a tree")

i can't believe this is happening

[personal profile] heater 2020-02-20 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it makes his chest clench each time, the things yan qing says and how honest they sound, slipping warm against his ear like a physical touch. he shivers, partly from the sensation and partly from something like embarrassment — by how good it feels to be told those things, things that he would have never thought could be applied to him; by how nice it feels to be held and touched like this. his throat goes all tight and he couldn't say anything even if he wanted to, even if he had the words for it.

just relax, yan qing tells him, but elmott can't, not when he can feel his hand sliding into his jeans, into his briefs, and then there's fingers around his dick and elmott's brain goes blissfully blank.

he's very dimly aware of his back arching up off the couch in a sharp jerk, as if trying to get free. there's a low, almost animal sound that leaves his throat aching afterwards, something desperate mixed with relief; he doesn't remember coming but yan qing's touch is wet and hot and the shame that he couldn't stop himself, that he's already done this quickly can't even penetrate the fuzz in his mind. he can't recall the last time he'd touched himself, can't recall the last time he felt like he needed or wanted to, not when he was trying to find a way to survive on his own.

when he blinks his eyes open, he comes back to himself in degrees, staring up at yan qing haloed by the light filtering in front the small kitchen. his hand feels like jelly, but he reaches up to cup his cheek, draws him down so he can kiss him, slow and open-mouthed, like he has all the time in the world to devote to this single thing.
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