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Yan Qing 燕青 ([personal profile] killful) wrote2018-10-01 03:48 pm
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[personal profile] caregiverlifetaker 2018-12-04 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Maki tries her best to follow by instinct; but these are a set of motions she's never gone through. More than following, it feels as though she's allowing herself to be swept along. Yet she commits to memory several small things, like the ways in which his lips move, what pressure he asserts, and the path his fingers take through her hair. She hones in on the way her chest gets tight when that breathless feeling sinks in.

Her hands take root in the fabric just above his waist, anchoring herself to him. Insecurity lingers in the shadow of this slow pace, where she finds no fault in his own actions, yet knows that her own can be easily measured and scrutinized. Even in doing what she knows best, she'd had to face failure once. Not failing wasn't the goal though. Only just succeeding wasn't good enough now. Feeble results wouldn't do.

But that means that just letting herself be lead along wouldn't be enough. She'll have to do better than that.
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I don't remember you telling me yours. [It's pointed, but it lacks any of the real sharpness she's capable of. She doesn't apply pressure. Rather she stares at him with searing red eyes that want him to know that she's very well aware.] ...Maki Harukawa.
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[personal profile] caregiverlifetaker 2018-12-05 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
[No one had ever said her name like that; a way that made her breath hitch and her knees weak. It barely lasts two seconds, yet the effect lingers dangerously. She'd thought names and such couldn't possibly bear any real importance. She was... wrong.

It makes her want to hear his more.

There are two things that Maki knows. First, that his name is Chinese. Second, that it's important. More than one reason exists for such secrecy. She'd come face to face with them several times in her life. The reason doesn't matter. It matters that she knows-- that she was let in, allowed to come in contact with this intimate part of himself.
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Yan Qing...

[Her voice treats the foreign name like a magnificent work of art, unique and beautiful. It's soft, softer than she has any right to be.

The grip on his clothes loosens and her right hand comes up to brush against the side of his face, tracing the curve of his jaw. As it slid to the back of his head, she pushed herself up on the balls of her feet and rekindled the kiss. Arms loop around his neck. Gentle, where her kiss is an uncontrollable flame.

She's contained and suppressed the part of her that was most human for so long that when it comes out, it breaks out wildly. Maki has a long way to go if she ever hoped to restore that. But it was still there inside of her. It wasn't as dead as she liked to think.
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